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sticks and stone may break my bones but words may never hurt me.

? YEAH RIGHT.

and i know they never mean it but that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt. it's when offence becomes harm. and i felt like throwing something at you.

and sometimes, you wonder. with friends like that, who needs enemies?

):

yayy i think yesterday was really fun!

haha and i took off my braces (: after two and a half years! hahaa but i dont think it makes much of a difference since i only worse bottom and haha many people take very long to find out >< but next time i can BEAM at you with nice straight teeth (:

anyway BAKING <3>< the cookies were made with the love of the five of us :D and it tasted really good (: especially the jam ones! YUMMY (: and we all got to eat a lot a lot! and i'm so happy that we all get to spend time together (: because soon we'll all be going off to jc and dispersing ):

and it was so funny i remember the first time jolyn and i baked at her house we caused a blackout >< and her neighbour came down and said: i smell something burning!

and yesterday her neighbour came down and said: WHAT A NICE SMELL :D

and bob cooked us instant noodles for dinner haha BOB I THINK YOU'LL MAKE A GOOD HOUSEWIFE! you have a natural flair for cooking (:

haha and we watched nice scenes in goong (: OH the four main actors are not going to be in goong! can you believe it ): no more joo ji hoon JIAKANG AND I WERE LOOKING FORWARD TO MORE HOT KISSES BOO ):

and today it was the pga ceremony (: the istana is so nice and cool (: and we practiced for like close to fifteen hours for this thirty second thing okay! and we were all so hungry because we ate our breakfasts at 6 and we only shook mr presidents hand at 12+ we were so afraid he would hear our stomachs growling ><

haha and photographer was so cute la to get your attention to take his picture he'll go 'hihi' instead of like say cheese or something ><

and i think sining is so cool haha because she's like the first person to go and take the award then she seems so calm and cool everytime! and haha mr president was so interested to find out what level mei jiao was in ><><

and next year if we all become YAs michelle sining pinqi meijiao and i are going to korea for some overseas trip (: and try and spot joo ji hoon on the streets YAYY (: so exciting right! i can't wait! haha and then so toot la shirley tan wants us to wear uniform on monday so they can happily announce our award at assembly haha so troublesome ):

i shall go off to watch more youtube! and then go off and eat the cookies of love :D

HELLO EVERYONE I FEEL REALLY FIT :D

haha i just came back from jiakang's gym! but prior to that haha we slacked around and ate quite a bit so haha i guess everything cancels out ><

and today! we had like an almost whole class prayer session thing cos the christians invited the non-christians to join it and i think bob is right, it felt quite surreal. because i think the songs are very meaningful and it made me want to cry. and then we had such cheem discussion questions. like who would you die for and everything i don't think i'll ever be able to answer for certain about anything.

and i just finished the alchemist EVERYONE PLEASE GO AND READ IT (: it's by paulo coelho and it's such a wonderful book! about chasing your dreams and listening to your heart. and i really love his books i couldn't believe the ending! it was such a nice book!

'people are afraid to pursue their most important dreams, because they feel that they don't deserve them, or that they won't be able to achieve them'

'You'll never be able to escape from your heart, so it's better to listen to what it has to say.'

and the most meaningful quote in the book : ' the darkest hour of the night came just before the dawn'

i think perseverance in following your dreams is such an important thing and it's so sad that many people give up their dreams for many practical reasons, and i think everyone will always live in regret that they never pursued their destiny.

and now i'm reading tuesdays with morrie. and i think morrie is very wise. he had a living funeral, because he said that it doesn't make sense that people only get to hear what other people think about them after they die. and when people thank you for teaching them life lessons and everything wouldn't it be better to hear it whilst you're alive! so i think that's a good idea! and since as princess said we might all die of cancer in like 30 years time, we should make full use of our lives now and tell the people around us how much we love them! because you shouldn't regret that you weren't nice enough to the person when they were still alive.

so treasure the people around you and let them know that you love them!

and i think options are so worry-free we spend our time watching lots of movies and series LIKE GOONG (: <3 and and we have lots of time to catch up with each other too. so EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH GOONG (: SHIN IS SUCH A HOT KISSER :D and i can't wait for friday we're all going to jolyn's house to bake (: I THINK THE YEAR IS REALLY ENDING SOON I WILL MISS EVERYONE ): so i must take this time to spend more time with everyone!

and tell everyone that I LOVE THEM!

haha i think tonight is such a fun night it's one of those nights i sit in front of the computer and laugh at my msn conversations haha! and tonight it's with bob and jk!

and GOONG IS OUR LOVE <3 haha we all have the same dps now and we have just set up a goong fan club! but there are conditions to join!

first you must answer one question about goong! and buy us one BEEG LOLIPOP (:

and you better approach us soon! because when too many people want to join you'll have to answer a QUIZ INSTEAD!

haha and i stayed up until 3 am to watch goong last night i think i should sleep early soon! but on the bright side i finished watching goong! and at 3 am when xing came out of the car in the last episode i went 'AHHHH SO SHUAI' even though it was at an unearthly hour in the morning!

and ee i'm jealous of bob's and jolyn's options timings haha they're so free la ):!

oh and i want a weekend job! does anyone want to hire me! and jiakang too haha! IF YOUR KNOW OF PEOPLE WHO WANT TO HIRE US DROP A TAG :D

haha our convos tonight are really funny la!

kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says: hahahaha i like all kinds of men ><

haha goong spoilers!

goodbye, my prince. GOONG <3 says:haha how does she get pregnant?
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:oh hahaha
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:they do it lorr!
goodbye, my prince. GOONG <3 says:BUT WHEN?
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:when they were there?
goodbye, my prince. GOONG <3 says:so fast one meh the night before only leh
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:i'm thinking you know that scene that after they arrived there..then the grandma said she was tired and left the two of them alone and he dragged her somewhere?
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:wah you calculate so zhun!
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:how you know one day only!
goodbye, my prince. GOONG <3 says:haha because he said 'ming tian wo jiu yao li kai'
goodbye, my prince. GOONG <3 says:huh where did he drag her to?
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:aiyoh then obviously he stayed longer to get married?
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:i dunno!!
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:must you know the details
kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says:A HOTEL?!?!
goodbye, my prince. GOONG <3 says:haha okay
goodbye, my prince. GOONG <3 says:HAHA i dont even remember him dragging her away ):
goodbye, my prince. GOONG <3 says:haha jiakang i think you're being incredibly silly today so funny!


yuhui- 就微笑了 we're in love ! says: okayokay we should all go sleep or we'll have big eyebrows

which jiakang believed haha!

kangkang // 轻轻的 呼吸身边有你的空气 says: hahaha yes lets hope our eyebrows stay the same!!

yes, lets! so goodnight it's time to sleep (:

yay i think this term should hopefully be quite fun! because i am getting to know more people through options (: and its always good to make new friends yayy!

except pharm chem because silly paul segarra is just ruining it for all of us ):

and today was fun i went to jiakang's house and we watched a bit of tv and played tennis WE ARE SUCH FIT PEOPLE YAYY (: and we went to the gym for about ten minutes ><

and the notebook is so nice! maybe i should start keeping a diary too so i can read it next time when i'm old and senile! haha but i guess i'll have one when i have like a nice romance like allie to right about! ohno i can't stop thinking of what the ending will be like haha ><

and goong is so nice i almost cried la! ): why do some people have such nice grannies ): and the crown prince is super sweet to her now! haha almost like the guy who made pokk a scrapbook of her in primary school HAHA ><

but i feel so sad that a lot of people are dying of cancer! someone find a cure for it please! like a lot of people are having relatives dying from cancer ): and just now i was about to read a fanfic and the person said she'll stop updating for a while because her mom was diagnosed with cancer! and that day at our sleepover michelle had to tell us that in 30 years time, 1 in 3 people will either have cancer or die of it so out of the five of us there two people might get cancer! which is really scary ):

but i shall attempt to stop this phenomenon! EVERYONE EAT LOTS OF GARLIC AND SOY because they prevent cancer! PREVENT ONLY NOT CURE! so eat them before it's too late! ):

and i have so many books to read now! the curious incident book, the alchemist, 26a, the sisterhood (again ><), tuesdays with morrie and random nice books that my daddy has! and i like paul coelho! he's a really good author his books made me think everyone should read eleven minutes by him because it's fascinating how he seems to understand so much about life! i think a movie should be made on eleven minutes because it was really such an inspirational book! except it would have to be r21 >< but it makes me believe that happy endings aren't just present in fairytales because eleven minutes was based on a real life story. and why paul coelho wrote it is to tell us that not everyone lives happily and not every story is happy throughout.

ah i'm so glad to be (quite) free this term!

YAYY I LOVE FOUR FOURTEEN boo i'm going to miss everyone next year!

i think i love the PLAYERS THE SHOOTERS THE CHEERERS AND OF COURSE OUR DEAR SCORER POKK haha <3! i had A LOT of fun yesterday! yayy DEFENDERS haha bob the person who rach thinks i have a lot of chemistry with hahaaa!

and we went for class dinner afterwards. was such a nice successful class dinner we had nineteen people! and nineteen out of twenty five is a lot! <3! and we took pictures at the nice LOVE sign outside glass house fish and co! MY WONDERFUL IDEA :D

and today options started ee i don't like ending late so much la! ): and i think the mornings are SUCH A WASTE OF TIME. like mondays where we have first block assembly and NOTHING ELSE until twelve when our options start! how absolutely silly! but they are quite interesting haha i like history through the eyes of hollywood we get to watch a movie a week (:

and today we watched she's the man in class haha IT ROCKS LA and i'm still so jealous how asians never look hot kissing yet americans do ): hahaa

okay GOONG TIME (:

hello (: the days after the go-against yijun day have been much better (:

yesterday when we walked past the florist she said to my mummy 'what a pretty daughter you have!' :D hahaa

and ee options are quite screwed but i shan't be bother about them anyway i'm sure i can always go to jolyn's house to slack my time in between away (:

and haha watching my brother's tennis game with jiakang was so funny all she did was gush about how cute my brother's doubles partner was! haha he's NINE! but he is quite shuai (:

but jiakang is DA XIAO TONG CHI. because after that the court next to my brother's was playing under sixteen doubles haha! i think today was my most interesting day at the tennis centre yet (: but then again there are lots of shuai guys at the tennis centre haha big and small (:

i swear today is the go-against-yijun day ):

i got a terrible haircut and and the silly woman just BUTCHERED my fringe ): so there's this funny part that's extremely short I HOPE IT GROWS SOON i think i'll google 'how to make your hair grow faster' later ><><

and then i can't find all the show episodes on youtube la! it keeps blocking users and stuff ):

and fanfiction.net is down so i can't read chapter twenty three of the nice fan fic that i got jiakang started on too haha!

ohwell. let's hope tomorrow will be better as jiakang says <3 haha i think jiakang was surprisingly nice tonight (: hahaa because i was complaining about how the world was against me and she said 'i'm not against you' aww <3

and yayy tomorrow's coming in five minutes (: as i type this!

and i think holidays are nice time for me to think about all the people i've missed because during school time i'm so caught up with my school life i don't have time to think about anything else. like there are so many people i miss! MELANIE <3 i'm so glad i met you for dinner on monday haha! and the guy was so nice cute la! and i can't believe he said that line it was like an ou xiang ju! haha you're one lucky person (: he reminds me of daryl korkor so much la i hope cherie and daryl get back together (:

and i miss a lot of people too la! kelly xiuqing dove nattay lingmin and all the wonderful people that i haven't talked to in ages!

haha <3><

and okay even if i turn into some hideous looking creature i shall be happy that i have such wonderful friends (:

and YAYY tomorrow is finally here (:

i think my life is getting MUCH MORE interesting and meaningful nowadays!

first for the interesting! haha there are lots of books i've read and lots of movies i've watched and lots of drama serial too and of course the oh-so-lovely YOUTUBE

haha like jiakang and i have been smsing each other almost everyday about the above four subjects haha! and there are just so many things to watch on youtube i dont think i'll ever get sick of it (: like there are all the tvb shows to watch! and like ZANESSA videos of course jiakang (: and deluding ourselves being glad that they are together. ><

and i love chick lit and inspirational books! inspirational books like eleven minutes (: because it's interesting to see life from another perspective and chicklit because it's oh-so-wonderful to read! like not just snow white (: and the undomestic goddess which is such a nice book even ms hoo reads it haha! and the shopaholic series! i have found a new love for reading isn't that so intellectual (:

and meaningful because holidays and nightimes are nice times to think about a lot of stuff (:

like how great our class is (: and how we are all sadly going to leave soon and how much i'll miss everyone because i think even if we're in the same school we all probably won't be able to see each other much ): we shall have another class outing at ms hoo's house in december :D

and i was blog hopping again i haven't been doing that for quite some time. and then i decided to go to _____'s blog, and i realised how much i depended on you for those eleven months. and how much time of yours i must have taken up, because those phone calls meant a lot to me. and how weida you are, because you needn't have done any of that. it was none of your business, really and you could have just left us/ left me alone to like die. but you didnt and that's why your words carry so much more weight, because unlike the rest who found it an obligation to try and do something, you tried to do something because you cared. and looking back, even though those times are now over, i must really thank you because if not for you i would never have survived those eleven months because i would either have died or killed her. hahaa.

and then i was reading michelle's striping letter and it seems so impossible that we actually spent almost a year doing all those stuff. because i dont think i would be able to go through everything all again. and it now sounds so absurd and so crazy how guides consumed our lives for those eleven months. and how many hours on the phone we spent, how many buckets of tears i cried, how many word documents dedicated to guides i have. and i will miss everything even though it's all over and probably everyone will soon forget about us as the next striping will come because time never stops. and how i'm sure as we read blogs one year later i am pretty sure they will say that the CLs of 07 had made the year better than the last. but that's good because that means rgguides would have progressed (: but i will miss our sleepovers, our phone calls, and even every minute i spent arguing about guides stuff with you, because those eleven months would never have been the same without you. haha we should have commemorative sleepovers once in a while (: i don't think i've talked to you on the phone since we stepped down ): MICHELLE TAN I LOVE YOU <3

and i know just as how the years will pass soon we'll just be yet another batch of CLs who have led guides for one year. and how when the changes come every year ours won't make much of a difference anymore. but i am grateful for the journey that it took me through because i think i've really learnt a lot. not just about doing things, but about the people around me and how many friends i have who helped walk me through those terrible times of the eleven months. but of course, for the good times it was all worth it. when i read the letters from striping/ random blog entries i am glad that for one year at least, we made a difference in some people's lives. for all the bonds i've forged be it with batchmates or the lovely juniors, for all the smiles on the 126 guides' faces at camp, at AA and at striping i am glad that i played a part in creating those smiles.

and i doubt many guides even come here now since they have new CLs' blogs to read and all the new CLs to crush >< but i must say thank you each and everyone of you because even though you may not know it you have made a difference in my life someway or another (: i'm sure (:

i think i should print out all my guide-y entries and publish them in 'the weblog of a CL' ><

haha class party was FUN (: and we all got tremendously wet and pissed off the annoying security guard person haha ><

and MS HOO IS LIKE SO COOL LA. how many teachers let you have class parties at their house! and shoot their kids with super soakers >< and her kids are so cute haha i like ashley! she's cute and pretty i'm sure she'll grow up to be really pretty!

oh and games comm <3 haha even though we didnt play a lot of games haha!

and there was so much lovely food i ate and ate and ate >< and and pokk is like so gross la! AS MUCH AS WE ALL LOVE EACH OTHER, NO ONE BATHES TOGETHER AT SLEEPOVERS. hahaaa! i can't believe you actually said that i wanted to like faint on the spot!

hahaa and after that we watched the devil wears prada it was quite nice! THEY HAD A LOT OF NICE CLOTHES! but it wasn't as good as i expected!

AND JOLYN i hope/ i'm sure! you like the present! which i stayed up until 2.30 to do! haha SEE i'm such a nice person la EVEN THOUGH you like curse my future kids and everything >< haha and JIAKANG don't worry ONE FINE DAY i might just do something nice for you but haha you can go around hinting to everyone XP <3!

and today i got a nice new tennis racquet and new tennis shoes haha my daddy was complaining how we always make him spend hundreds everytime we go to queensway haha ><

okay now i have to go and make option selections! i think they're incredibly silly though! because of them we have to stay back until so late everyday la! ):